Finally

Just the other day I laughed so hard I started to cry.
Funny when just minutes before I wanted to die.
I'm finally feeling love, not hate.
I'm living day to day,
Not thinking about my fate.
I'm excited for life,
No longer scared.
I'm going to be me.
The person who always cared.
I have my scars, yes that's true.
But I'll deal with it.
What more can I do?
I'll cry and laugh
And sing and shout.
I'll live my life.
There's no doubt.
You tried to stop me but now i'm through.
I'm going to be me.
I'll do what I want to do.
So disappear with your hateful sneers.
You're done causing my tears.
When I cry,
It'll be tears of joy.
Not sorrow.
I'll live in the moment.
I won't think about tomorrow.